Impressive how our past can affect our present in such a tremendous way. You spend days, weeks, months.. missing someone who lacks everything you need but still, there’s nothing else in the world you seem to want most than to be able to feel it all again once more. Memories that linger for years on our skin, in our actions, in the way we view others around us .. Mistakes that were made, promises that were broken and the pieces we left to rot on the ground, not really giving a fuck back then. Issues that never seem be solved, pain that never seems to be numbed.. Hopes that never seem to be given up on. And it goes on.. like it always has. It all goes on broken.