A little bit

Hands down, I'm too proud, for love. But with eyes shut, it's you I'm thinking of. But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me, 'cause you don't know who I was before you. Basically to see a change in me, I'd be losing, so I just ignore you. But you're on my mind and maybe in time I'll tell you that ...

(...)
As soon as it's official, we'll have to let it go, so we don't confirm the fling. keep avoiding all the questions. You can teach me many things, I'm just scared to learn a lesson.

The pressures on.