I guess I just got tired of giving away my trust and the best that I can be to, in the end, get nothing in return. Finally I understood that it really is true when others say that people use us until they don't need anything from us anymore. But it still is hard to believe that the ones who do that to us are the ones we never expected it from. I think that I will go back to when I used to not show what I felt for people, when I used to close myself behind my four walls and let nobody get in. Because I miss those times, I miss those days when I felt secure.